Friday, July 29, 2005

If I Ever Leave This World Alive, I'll Thank Ya for the Things Ya Did

Turn you on, or off?

dresses like a thug: BIG turn off for me.
dresses like a surfer bum: 'Course.
dresses in all black: Mmmm... goth... yes.
plays a musical instrument: On, definitely.
is skinnier than you: I don't really care.
is bigger than you: Sure, why not?
is shorter than you: He'd almost have to be a legal midget to be shorter than me...
is taller than you: I'm only 5' (5'1" if I stand up all nice and straight), so I'd hope so.
has straight teeth: Yeah.
wears braces: Sure.
has chapped lips: Not fun to kiss.
has green eyes: Sure.
has blue eyes: I love blue eyes.
has brown eyes: Works for me.
has long hair: Depends on how it looks on him.
has shaved hair: Once again, depends on how it looks.
drinks alcohol: Is he 21? I tend to be a little obsessive about whether things are legal or not. If he's 21, it's alright as long as he doesn't drink a lot or get drunk, I guess.
smokes cigarrettes: I hate cigarettes. I can deal with the smell of cloves, but I generally just HATE cigarettes. I've been trying to get my mother to quit for years.
smokes pot: Haha - no.
wears glasses: Hey, dude, watch it there. I wear glasses.
has brown hair: Works for me.
has a tan: I like 'em tan, I like 'em pale. Doesn't matter to me.
works out: That's not always a bad thing, as long as he's not obsessive about it.
smiles alot: As long as it's a real smile. I love it when guys grin. It tends to make me do the same.
calls you just to say HI: As long as he doesn't do it ALL the time, and doesn't expect me to be on the phone forever. I don't really like the phone.
lets you know he was thinking about you: It can be cute.
smacks your butt: *.~.*.I'd punch him.*.~.* Okay, storytime. When I was a freshman, there was this spot outside the school where Mom always meet me after school to pick me up. One day, I was walking out there and I passed 2 of my friends, Tim and Skipper, and Tim (who I actually had a crush on at the time) slapped me on the arse. Skipper got one look at my face and had to grab my wrist and tell me not to hit Tim.
compliments you: As long as he accepts compliments when I give them.
shaves his legs: Sadly, spending half of high school hanging out with swimmers, I don't think I'd mind... As long as he doesn't steal my dresses. Too Ed-Wood-creepy. LOL.
has facial hair: Depends on how it looks on him.
wears jewelry: Sure.
has bigger feet than you: I would hope so.
has smaller feet than you: Um..... Hmmm....
wears cologne: As long as he doesn't wear so much that everyone around him suffocates in it, like when my uncle wears it.
smiles when you walk into the room: Awwww... If only... *goes off daydreaming*
calls you pet names: Heck yeah. Although I'm not too partial to "pumpkin" and "princess". Other than those 2, call me all the pet names you want. (And B**ch is NOT a pet name.)
has blue hair: Fine by me.
has blonde hair: I really don't care. Really.
can make you laugh at any given moment: Then he's definitely a keeper.
is spontaneous: How spontaneous? What kind? Follow-the-Yellow-Brick-Road-dance-in-the-middle-of-Disneyland spontaneous, or stupid spontaneous?
doesn't care what a lot of people think: Great, as long as he truly doesn't. I hate in when people say they don't care when they really, really do, 'cause then they're just lying to themselves.
virgin: Great. Usually less likely to push me into doing something. Usually.
Loyal: Keeper.
Laid back: I love it. Love it, love it.
Doesn't party a lot: I don't party. I do the hang-out-with-the-family-with-no-drugs-and-alcohol kind of partying, and I'd prefer he didn't party, either.
laughs a lot: Wonderful. Fun.
believes in love at first sight/fate: Do you believe in love at first sight, or do I need to walk by again? Haha... It's sweet. It's beautiful. I've been there. *starts daydreaming again*
gauged ears: Fine by me.
wants to hang out with ONLY you: I'm going to go with the "as long as it's not all the time and he's not obsessive about it" answer again. I had a boyfriend who got pissed at me for hanging out with my friends, and when he and I hung out together, it HAD to be just us or he'd get angry about it. *glares into space*

Tuesday, July 26, 2005

It's a Dangerous Game

I feel your fingers
cold on my shoulder
your chilling touch
As it runs down my spine

Watching your eyes
As they invade my soul
Forbidden pleasures
I’m afraid to make mine

At the touch of your hand
At the sound of your voice
At the moment your eyes meet mine
I am out of my mind
I am out of control
Full of feelings I can’t define

It’s a sin with no name

Like a hand in a flame

And our senses proclaim

It’s a dangerous game

A darker dream
That has no ending
That's so unreal
You believe that it's true
A dance of death
Out of a mystery tale
The frightened princess
Doesn't know what to do
Will the ghosts go away (no)
Will she will them to stay (no)
Either way there's no way to win (no)

All I know is I’m lost
And I’m counting the cost
My emotions are in a spin
I don't know whose to blame


It’s a crime and a shame

But it’s true all the same

It’s a dangerous game

No one speaks
Not one word
All the words
Are in our eyes


Silence speaks
(silence speaks)
Loud and clear
(loud and clear)

All the words
We don't want to hear
At the touch of your hand
At the sound of your voice
At the moment your eyes meet mine
I am losing my mind
I am losing control
Fighting feelings I can’t define
It’s a sin with no name

No remorse and no shame
Fire, fury, and flame

'Cause the devil's to blame

And the angels proclaim
It’s a dangerous game

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Friday, July 22, 2005

Falling is Like This...

In the famous words of Ani Difranco...

Love is like falling,
Falling is like this -
Feels like wreckless driving when we're talking...

I know, I know - it's not exactly a great way to express a growing interest, considering the fact that the couple in the song is going, well, pretty much nowhere, but it does feel like wreckless driving. Not in the sense that it's dangerous, just exhilerating and power-giving and it works wonders for adrenaline (and my smile, hehe). But let's try Nat King Cole instead...

Unforgettable, that’s what you are
Unforgettable though near or far
Like a song of love that clings to me
How the thought of you does things to me
Never before has someone been more
Unforgettable in every way
And forever more, that’s how you’ll stay

Or how about Peter Gabriel?

When I want to run away
I drive off in my car
But whichever way I go
I come back to the place you are...
Without a noise, without my pride
I reach out from the inside
In your eyes
The light the heat
In your eyes
I am complete
In your eyes
I see the doorway (in your eyes) to a thousand churches
In your eyes
The resolution (in your eyes) of all the fruitless searches
In your eyes
I see the light and the heat
In your eyes
Oh, I want to be that complete
I want to touch the light
The heat I see in your eyes

Or Evanescence...

Where has my heart gone?
Trapped in the eyes of a stranger...

How can you see into my eyes
Like open doors
Leading you down into my core,
Where I've become so numb?...
Now that I know what I'm without,
You can't just leave me

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears,
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears...

Alright, so what is it with me right now, anyway? I'm not sure... Just a romantic mood, I guess...

Well, I'm out. Anybody that actually read this, thanks for sticking with me.