Friday, June 10, 2005

Abandon Thought and Let the Dream Descend

What rich desire unlocks its door?
What sweet seduction lies before us?

Dr. Frank put it best when he said, "Don't dream it, be it." Next year, that's exactly what I plan on doing. The Ren Faire was over a month ago now, and I'm still thinking about it, even more so now that we've finally gotten our pictures back. And I would love to put them up, but my scanner doesn't seem to want to work, and I can't figure out why. So, later, I guess. But I am so going dressed up - it's so much more fun that way. And on the last weekend. On the last weekend, you can have as much fun as you want to and get away with things you wouldn't otherwise. And, the International Wenches Guild - ooooh yeeaaah! FREE KISS cards to hand out. And it's basically a liscense to do whatever the heck I want while I'm there. Now that will be interesting.

I graduate in less than two weeks, and I can't wait! I have to find a good poem to memorize for my English class (it's part of our final) and write a couple of essays, and I will finally be done with high school. What sucks, though, is that a couple of my friends and I were talking about a road trip after graduation, and none of us can do it now. Alyssa got her car taken away, and I probably won't have my liscense until after my 18th (in August - woohoo!), so that's out, and Celeste, well, no car, no liscense, no parental approval, and I'm not really friends with all the guys anymore and they've all got a ton of other stuff going on anyway. So yeah, we all make that kinda hard, don't we?

Say you'll share with me one love, one lifetime.
Lead me, save me from my solitude.
Say you'll want me with you here beside you.
Anywhere you go, let me go, too.

Ah, crushing again. *sigh* At least he's a Christian, and I even think that there may be a chance this time. Well, we'll just have to find out, won't we? And I know that this sounds incredibly cheesy, but I want to photograph him so bad - he's just so beautiful, and oh, that smile! *melts* That's what I want to get on film, that sweet smile that could make any girl's knees weak.

You have brought me
To that moment when words run dry,
To that moment where speech disappears into silence, silence.

I think I'm finally done for the day. I have nothing left to write, and even less that would interest you anyway.

1 Comments:

At 8:04 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Its beautiful. I LOVE these words! Let the dream descend! Phantom rules.

 

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